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In this book, I reflect a deeper, unfiltered emotion. A few dedicated poems to special men in my life.
Some may think it’s rather depressing to reflect so deeply on pain and raw emotions, but it is a journey of accepting and healing.
“with the sun in my view
birds singing a happy greeting
flowers smiling as I tickle their petals with drizzly drops…”
Well, I am 46 and for the past 6 years I have gotten divorced been on more than a dozen dates, or wait “just coffee”. It is utter trickery if you ask me. I have two adult sons; I may add they are the top contributors to my happiness meter.
Enough about me! So where do we begin to look for love? Ah, as they say, “love will find you once you stop looking”, yeah, so I have stopped.
Dating sites, unrealistic expectations and just (men) and (women) bored and needing a little texting stimulation. I can give you flowery words or words dripping with lusty connotations. Choose wisely!
The big day has arrived, after weeks of texting, endless “send me more photo’s if you don’t mind”, of course, I mind. Did you not see my profile? I am being cataloged, for your “only coffee”, “drinks”, or a “Friday night movie and pizza night”.
Bollocks, if you ask me! When do we get to meet the real love-seeking souls, all those things poetry reflects?
Most married men and women on these sites seek a little stroking in the wrong direction.
I am happy to spend an evening with my own amazing company and a bottle of fine red; I will add some classical music and poetry to the mix.
If you have ever been on the receiving end of “I just want to have fun, nothing serious”, you will understand that life begins over and over, every single day, so cheers! While we sit here sipping liquid fantasies of forever, waiting for love.
I am so happy to share my words with the world, mostly digital and now I have published my book Evidence of pain.
Evidence of pain is a collection of poetry, it tells all the stories about my hurt, pain, loss, and love.
Please get in touch with me and share with me what you thought of my book.
Alta H Mabin
When I looked into
your beautiful bright eyes
for the very
I knew love
Years of the joy of watching you
grow into the
brave and strong
I look at you
in absolute awe
You are amazing
and your mommy loves you,
Your emerald eyes
a window to your beautiful soul
your sensitivity to mankind
zero tolerance for the unkind
Writing about you
is harder than any poem I have ever written
the purest soul
You amaze me
every single moment
to your dreams
I am blessed
to be in your presence
even more blessed
to be your mommy,
I love you